Where to start?  It seems like an entirely different world now.  I don't recognize it.  I'm still managing the websites, but my whole outlook on everything has changed.  All the goals that I once had washed away in the flood waters that we experienced running through our streets same time last year.  I'm not really interested in the same things.  So much has happened and every day more things are happening that continually disillusion me.  After reading this paragraph I can barely stand myself, lol.